Tonight, I End a Four-Year Illusion

On our fourth anniversary as a couple, my boyfriend, Xavier Hillard, takes me and my best friend, Jessica Nielsen, to a barbecue restaurant.

The waiter recognizes them and asks with a smile, "Still the usual for you two?"

Xavier nods. We're led to a two-seater by the window, and Jessica takes the inner seat.

Xavier gives the first piece of meat—a crispy piece of pork belly with no extra condiments—to Jessica. The last piece of meat goes to her too.

Meanwhile, I'm placed in an extra seat by the aisle. There isn't even a condiment tray in front of me.