The World Is Vast, But I Will Never See You Again
CH. 01
Chapter 1
On our tenth wedding anniversary, my husband told me to pay him back ten years of rent.
He said the apartment was his premarital property, that I'd lived there free for ten years, and that between rent, utilities, and the parking space, I owed him $1.07 million.
I turned to the last page.
Raising our daughter, running the house, taking his mother to her follow-ups. All of it was marked: no economic contribution.
Ten years ago, he was the one who told me to quit my job. He said someone had to hold the home together.
Now he pointed at that line.
"These were always things you were supposed to do."
I put the settlement statement into my bag.
A month later, he produced another document.
That was when I understood what he'd really been trying to settle all along. It was never about the $1.07 million.
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On our tenth wedding anniversary, Stanley James told me to pay him back ten years of rent.
I thought I'd misheard.
The cake had just arrived at the table. The cuff links I'd bought him were still sitting beside it.
He didn't open them. He just pulled a thick stack of papers out of his briefcase and pushed it across to me. Household Cost-of-Living Settlement Statement.
"Ten years. Some accounts should be settled."
Stanley turned to the first page.
"The apartment is my premarital property. I looked up the rents in the building over the years. You lived there ten years. Splitting it in half, that's $504,000. Add utilities, HOA fees, the parking space, and depreciation on the renovation, and it comes to $1.046 million."
He tapped further down the page. "The money you've transferred into the household over the years, what you put toward appliances and renovations, I've already deducted that. $293,000. The final number is $1.07 million. I didn't overcharge you."
I turned the pages one by one.
The two years after Leah was born, I'd barely taken on any projects. After his mother's stroke, I'd handled the follow-ups, the rehab, the medication changes, for more than three years.
The last page read: Housework, childcare, accompanying elders to appointments, and management of household affairs fall under the shared obligations of married life and are not counted as economic contribution.
I pointed at that line. "After Leah was born, who told me not to go back to work yet?"
Stanley frowned. "I only said that the salary you were making back then wouldn't even cover a nanny."
"So I stayed home and raised our child for two years."
"She's your daughter too."
"And your mother? More than three years of follow-ups. Who took her to most of them?"
"Didn't I pay the medical bills?"
I looked up. "I'm not asking about the medical bills."
His face went cold. "Then how do you want to calculate it? Five hundred per hospital trip, two hundred per meal you cooked? Pansy Fox, marriage isn't an employment contract."
"So the money you spent counts, but the time I spent doesn't."
"I know you worked hard. But hard work and economic contribution are two different things. The child is our own, my mother is family. None of that was ever supposed to have a price tag."
Ten years ago, right after Leah was born, he'd held her in his arms and talked me into it.
"Don't bother earning that little salary. Someone has to hold the home together, and I can support all of you."
Later, when his mother was first discharged from the hospital, he said it again. "The company can't spare me right now. Put in a little more with Mom's care."
Now he'd tracked down every cent he'd ever spent and pulled it back, while everything I'd done was left as a single line. Not counted as economic contribution.
The waiter came over to ask if we wanted candles.
I glanced at the frosting, already melting. "No need."
Stanley frowned. "What are you throwing a fit about now?"
"I'm not."
I closed the statement. "This $1.07 million. When do you want it?"
"I'm not asking for it now. You're planning to take on projects again, aren't you? Keep enough for yourself going forward, and pay off the rest gradually. Cleaner accounts are better for everyone."
I nodded and put the statement into my bag.
That night, back home, his mother asked in the family group chat whether I was still the one taking her to her follow-up at nine the next morning.
I held my phone out in front of Stanley. "Your mother's asking you."
He blinked. "She's asking you."
I pulled the statement out of my bag and turned to the last page. "Shared obligations of married life. Since they're shared, tomorrow it's your turn."